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FEBRUARY 27, 2001

Not Him

He wasn’t supposed to die. Not in a race car. Not at Daytona.

This was Dale Earnhardt after all - Ironhead, The Intimidator. This is a driver who did things in a stock car that seemed to defy the laws of physics or, at the very least, should have been well beyond the realm of human control.

I saw him get spun out at 150 miles an hour and, instead of crashing, stand on the gas pedal and do a complete 360 degree turn before continuing without missing a beat. I witnessed him at nearly 200 miles an hour drive from the outside of the race track to the grass of the infield, pass six cars in the process, and then still get back onto the track and in position for the next turn. I watched as he gingerly climbed into his car with a broken collarbone at a road course, where the left and right turns can hammer even a healthy driver. It was only a few weeks after he had survived a frightening crash at Talladega - the fastest track on the NASCAR circuit. Yet with the seat belts cinched down tight on the broken bone, he went out and ran the fastest lap of the day, winning the pole position, before they had to literally carry him out of the car because he was in so much pain.

Whether you are a race fan or not, you have to marvel at his raw ability to control a fast-moving car, the same way you have to appreciate Tiger Woods’ golfing ability, or Michael Jordan’s basketball ability. Dale Earnhardt was DAMNED good at what he did - probably the best ever at racing a stock car.

Sure he was controversial. I hated him at first. My favorite driver at the time, Geoff Bodine, had just moved up to the Grand National circuit from the local short tracks of New England. Geoff won everything in the northeast and I expected him to go down south and clean house.

Well, except that every time Geoff got to the front, Dale Earnhardt was there. Some days he would just flat out-drive Bodine. Some days he would lean on him and they’d beat and bang on each other until they both crashed together into the wall. And sometimes Earnhardt would drive in hard and tap the rear end of Geoff’s car, sending it pirouetting up out of the way and out of the race. “God damned Earnhardt!” was a popular refrain at my house growing up.

But then stock car racing changed. With the influx of corporate money, drivers took fewer risks. Nobody wanted to upset their sponsors, and everybody said the same nice things, dressed the same nice way, and all drove to be there at the end.

Not Earnhardt. He still raced like he wanted to win. He wasn’t afraid to mix things up, to battle hard with the popular driver even if they both wrecked and Dale took the blame. He was an individual, a throwback to the wilder days of auto racing, unique among a field of stilted, cookie-cutter drivers.

By the time he finally won the Daytona 500 after years of trying, I was an Earnhardt fan. I stood up on the couch when he took that checkered flag and whooped and hollered. Tears welled up in my eyes when every crew member from every team there that day walked out onto pit road to shake his hand as he headed towards Victory Lane. Love him or hate him, everybody in the sport acknowledged his greatness.

Now I know that auto racing is a dangerous sport. I’ve grown up with auto racing, watched personal friends fly upside down in a race car 30 feet off the ground before crashing into the asphalt and flipping end over end. I’ve got a running list of all the drivers, famous or otherwise, who have been killed while I have been a fan.

But those of us involved in auto racing can always justify motorsports deaths. Adam Petty was too young, Kenny Irwin a driver who still had a lot to learn. Clifford Allison was going too fast for his experience. Neil Bonnett was too old to be driving a race car, with health problems to boot. J.D. McDuffie never really had good equipment. Davey Allison and Alan Kulwicki died in a helicopter and a small plane crash, and we all know how dangerous those are.

But this was Dale Earnhardt after all - Ironhead, The Intimidator. This was a driver who was arguably the best ever, if only for his unadulterated ability to drive a stock car to the absolute limit of control and then keep it there all afternoon long.

He wasn’t supposed to die. Not in a race car. Not at Daytona.

This column © 2001 Lee Totten